In the ever lasting quench for throning myself at this much hyped Writer's couch , here I am yet again rendering my services as your loyal blogging servant :-)
And as they remarkably say "ROME WAS NOT BUILT IN A SINGLE DAY", I would say so are the real life stories.You have to bail through an unending tenure of cascading events and EMOTIONAL ATYACHAAR to finally pen down the things that happened in your life.
With adhering more to the above stated lines, it took me 1 whole playful year to finally reveal my history pages for the last 365 days.
To speak a truth,life did roll me like a dice on this bumpy road of topsy turvy curves starting from the landscapes of stymying relationships to juggling up unevitable priorities of life.Hard to admit but yes, I was always trembling on its edges to find my balance.I prefer not retrospecting but it always reflects a sight of love extreme with agonizing situtations binded together.
DAMN is the word on that :-(
Talking precisely,last year glad handed me with love coming from all the directions but who knew love can be devastating if in excess......Once i heard that "With good comes evil and with love comes devil".
Well in this case devil was spared from coming as I was already succumbed to the temptation of becoming one. Fondling with emotions became my obsession and turning heartless became a seductive passion.In my splurge for ruling three L kingdoms, I couldn't do justice to even one.
Though realisation makes me repent but when does grief heal the sour!!! As a result,love kingdoms were petrified into Lost Kingdoms.But as I said grief doesn't heal the sour so no point emphasizing on that.
Talking about my Devil beneath,religiously it gives me a regular call which I tend to.....(hard to say) "IGNORE" but even Missed calls can do havocs sometimes.Don't you think so???
Anyways departing from my heartless devil, I went forward to play my second innings with some ravishing people of an exquisite place.This staked my name as an NRI on the foreign grounds :-) Everything was beautified to the horizonist magnitude which feeded my pride and chauvinism to the optimum level.Infatuations and fatal attractions from the other side kept me busy from weeping onto my LOST kingdoms.But stupid enough not to realise that everything comes with a time limit,I had to agonize over my hollow loneliness.This was also the time when my heart cried for my soul whom i had lost many years ago.Wounds become sore if heal is not there. Constant reminders saying that you have forgotten that special person are fake.
Its a lie you drink everyday.
Aah only GOD knows if I'll ever love a person that much again.
Neways,to continue with my story;floating on these solitary clouds continued for a while but the DEVIL inside me was still alive. I felt compelled to haul all my fragile strings for the LOST kingdoms to have my throne back again.Not proud to say that but Success rate ferociously intensified this drive and inspite of constant struggle,this part of my devil never died.
And may be a part of me doesn't want it to die and it will never die.
Then came a tint of sublime love which pitched right in my court but this time with Boundary conditions.
CROSS OR NOT TO CROSS!!! Became my daily FB status :-) and lemme tell you this boundary will be the hardest ever to cross.What is still uncalled for is whether its love or mere attraction!! Dilemna of sabotaging everything holds me from footstepping on the worst but the affintiy is inexorable.Seems like a phase which will fade off with the pages in history else I am strong enough to erase it insensitively.
But as they say Easier said than done...i am still to watch for my staged TinselTown stories. Hoping to uncoil more meshes in future with you all being here for my support. Thanks all for being a part of my life and let me remind you once again...i luv ya all.
muahh
Ridhs
